Thank you, Invisigirl.

It has been a really hard day. The weather didn't turn out to be so bad and I probably could have gone to my appointment. I really regret canceling but I couldn't have known. I just don't know how I am going to get through the next few days. My next appointment is on Monday. I am so shaken up. I know it was just a movie, but it brought up so much for me because it is so similar to other things. And after just having a session the day before talking about those other things, it was just overload.

I was thinking of asking for a session for tomorrow but she is completely booked and she doesn't come in on Fridays so I really don't have a choice but to wait until Monday. I start crying just thinking about the next few days. I am starting to have really strong SI urges and I just don't know how I am going to do everything.