((((((((((Zoo)))))))))))))) I've had so many ruptures with T, I know how painful they are. The last one started in July and it went on till the end of October last year. I couldn't cope with the pain, I took it out on myself, finally T and I were able to fix it and things are now so much better. I know it's hard to hear but this can be fixed. I hope you will think differently in the morning. I know it's hard to wait till Monday that you need T right now, but maybe giving it some time will help both of you. Please try to remember how much T has given you, how much she cares about you, how stressful their job is carrying all of our pain. You have made so much progress, please give T the benefit of explaining herself. Please try to go on Monday and hear her, if you don't like it then you can quit, but not like this. Not with all this pain and turnmoil. Give yourself that.

PS Please don't take it out on farmergirl, I read what she wrote, I understand why she deleted it. She cares and was trying to be helpful.