I retook the S. Score because of the recent changes in my life. Score came out the same in the 70's but with different issues flagged. BP definitely and some other minor issues, but had 2 major flags; one which was expecting for depression (which I am definitely depressed given recent events) and dissociation (which was not expecting.) I can see where some of the questions answered about losing track of time, not accounting for my whereabouts throughout the day, and not remembering things I have said or done, etc. could have triggered this but I always thought of this as a part of depression and at times the other end, when I am maniac. I am learning about dissociation but am not that familiar; I will have to read more about it. It is driving me up the wall not being to account for these things and is causing problems in my life, as if the other things aren't enough.

My AD meds are being adjusted given the circumstances but are not working as they should; this was a reminder that I need to call pdoc and to bring up all of these issues too to T when I see her today. Arghhhh.