Thank you everybody, I will look in my email contacts to see if I still have her address...

I was thinking about this last night, and I remembered something T said last session. I'd said something, and she repeated it back to me, making whatever thought I'd had seem ridiculous. She said this is called rationalization. I think that's what I need now - somebody to repeat my irrational thoughts back to me to put them in perspective. Basically what I'm thinking is "she hasn't answered her phone or email, so she must be dead." If it was anybody else saying this, it would sound absurd, right?

Thanks for all your support - I'll let you know if I hear anything