Hi pammy,
I'm sorry you're feeling so down...I can relate for sure. But you are certainly not ugly, hon

I love your hair and you have great features. Just wondering, have you thought about asking your sister for help with makeup and things like that? Are you close with her? Maybe you and she can have a girl's day or something and talk about these things..

Hang in there, I know how it feels and it sucks ****. I'm 16 and overweight, full of acne, and my greasy hair is only 6 inches long..so I guess it could be worse!

I hope this helps somewhat..talking about our feelings is half the battle.
Indie
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