I so understand what you are going through. Although I don't think I'm bipolar I do know that I certainly feel highs where my sex addict is out of control. Be very cautious on craigslist. I've used it for two years and now have people that contact me incessantly wanting more. I haven't been safe, I haven't always used condoms, or met in a safe place, sometimes giving out my home address... It's all in a days work of addiction. It never seems to cease. Know though that there are anonymous programs out there that can help you. There is Sex Addicts Anonymous, SA and SLAA - Sex and Love addicts anonymous. Check one out in your area. It might just be the help that you need.
Love and Hugs,
Tara
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