So, I have just had a hard, weird day....
It seems that I am really having reactions to my new meds that I shouldn't be having, according to my T.....not with this particular med and not after 2 days only. But I have had an awful headache, eyes feeling they're bugging out and sensitive to light, I'm dizzy, skittish, jittery, anxious, I can't seem to walk straight or focus very well.....Actually, since I was on a med briefly several months ago and it seemed to bring out random anger flashes/aggression, my T is thinking that these reactions to antidepressants points to bipolar.....which she feels I meet the criteria for anyway...
So session today was weird....she had to turn out the lights because it hurt my eyes, she was really worried about me because I looked dazed. When I got up to put on my coat, I simply felt like I was falling instead and had to sit back down. As I left, I looked back at her (I never do that) and she looked scared! This made me want to cry.....
I'm sorry this is such a depressing post......but I feel very low and sick and broken right now.....and scared, too.....so please, if anyone has any extra hugs i sure need them badly!