I talked to several friends, including you people, and decided to take a chance and text my T one more time. I simply said "I'm being reminded to check the facts. I'm assuming you meant to hang up on me. Maybe that's not the case. If it's not, having that information would certainly help me."

She wrote back and said "I certainly did not mean to hang up on u. I thought u hung up on me."



I can't even tell you how much better that makes me feel. I don't even know if I believe it's 100% true, honestly, but I want to believe it and so I will. I wrote back and said "I've been freaking out all afternoon thinking you hung up on me. Seriously. Wow."

This just seemed like one thing too many. Taking it out of the equation, there are still issues that I need to work on with T but I don't feel so hopeless about it. FINALLY, finally, finally, something good to hold on to.