I remembered a little bit ago that T said I could ask as many times as I need to if he's changed his mind, if he thinks me/her/thecard/mylove is stupid, if he's mad.

So I e-mailed him and asked him. I reminded him he said I could ask as many times as I need to.

He said he absolutely hasn't changed his mind, that we did good, hard work today, and that he will leave me a message in the morning.

I feel a little freaked out because the card is signed with the long version of my name. That is the unloved me. I started using the short version later, and this me isn't the wounded one. It feels SO VULNERABLE to have that name on the card