are you on meds for the depression? if so, maybe it's time for a med change.

i go through periods of depression where i can't see past the emptiness. it's not a good place to be. it feels like the suffering will never end. but after a while, it lets up a bit and i am able to feel some pleasure from living.

it's good that you recognize people trying to be there for you. somehow you need to connect with at least one person. i suggest you share with your counselor some art, poetry, or some writings. sounds like you need another method of communicating than just talking. hope you try it. (((((((Huggs)))))))) hang in there. you aren't alone.

[i] <font color=purple> Absolve you to yourself, and you shall have the suffrage of the world." Ralph Waldo Emerson</font color=purple>