thanks poet.but not so sure i can do this but love riders.honestly at first a part of me was relieved and thinking she really can help me talk and deal with so much pain and anger.she knows how.then it quickly moved to
she can help me talk and deal with all this pain and anger,she knows how.
OMGfeeling this big time just writing this i dont know what to do.i have plans for thismorning and then work but then nothing untill T monday and if i'm gooing i will spend the whole time just getting myself worked up.i really get scared she dont know what she is asking for.i dont want to burn her out or scare her.she is a really nice person.and even when i try to say something i dont work
