Sigh, sigh, sigh, tears, silence, memories, feelings...feel like packing it all up over here and moving to Ireland, sigh, sigh, sigh, yes everything seems out of sink now? Yes memories and knowledge that I did loose something, sigh, sigh, sigh, yes with knowledge comes feelings, you were never allowed to treasure anything, nope, adoptive mother to afraid of Ireland, birth mother, sigh, sigh, sigh, all the wrong accents are screaming at me now, do your children feel out of sink with you? nope I am more aware now of them being my children, now I have a line, continuence, now you have found a part of you? yes, sigh, sigh, sigh...dam feelings, loss is a painful experience, whilst you are getting through it, I mean I know once all this is further forward I will feel reborn!! but, man oh man, sigh, sigh, sigh! viva Ireland!