A different perspective, thanks for the reply sky. =) Its not really that I'm thinking of going back...but I get a certain feeling before I break...which is the one I have right now. Most generally I can't control the coming, I just have this as a warning it IS coming. And I wouldn't act out againt anyone but myself. Is this included in what you mean? I haven't even seen an isolation room, outside or inside--but sometimes I think I need one. =/

{{{{sky}}}} thank you for replying