I think obsession, which you seem to have, is one indicator. Lack of control over the act of doing the thing is usually considered a hallmark of addiction. Bad consequences in your life are another.
I'm sorry you're having this problem.
Have you lost control over your consumption of this stuff, or do you do it compulsively?
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