Here I go again...

started back at work on wed night after leave, found out I will now be "sharing" my job because I am unreliable. because my job does not require 2 people on third shift, when my coworker is working on my duties, I will be doing a mindless, monotonous, physically demanding job. too much time to think at work leads to horrible thoughts

yesterday someone burglarized and set fire to my youngest sons elementary school, located 1/2 block from my house. makes me feel very unsafe and my son is pretty shaken up. school still determining if school is structurally safe for students to return on monday. back up plan is to send kids to other schools temporarily within the district. very, very overwhelming prospect for an eleven year old with anxiety

the company that let my husband go last year is the company that is doing the restoration on the school so my poor husband has to deal with his former co-workers driving back and forth in front of my house

Sorry - didn't mean to do that. Can anyone tell me when life will get a little easier? I just need a break!