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Old Feb 04, 2011, 04:52 PM
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After i had an operation to see if all of the pain was endometriosis, i seemed to be free of pain, and i thought "finally!"
But sure enough, all good things come to an end. I started having the worst pains i have EVER EVER experienced, and i really dont know what to do about it!
I take codiene for the pain, but its not working anymore, im sure that after a year of being on them, i have become immune to them.
I take 12 codiene pills a day, (limit is 8, doctor told me to take more because not working) my anti-depressants, iron suppliments (im anemic), and some other pills like pro-biotics because my body is getting so much yuck pills in it and its stuffing me up.

Sometimes i take even more pills to try and make myself go numb. I drink alcohol (i know i shouldnt on codiene) excessively to make the pain go away. I would try ANYTHING to feel normal.
I recently broke my wrist, and had to endure through all of that pain also because funnily enough, PAIN KILLERS DONT WORK ANYMORE!

I dont know what to do and im really stuggling to cope, im getting to the point where i just want to give up. i really really am.
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