(((( DEXTER )))))))))
I know what you mean.. The strees of people being around. I just moved out of my apartment and I can't wait to get a moment of silence and relaxation in my house. My stress level has been bonkers*!@...
I have to say though being back at my mothers has temporarily snatched my depression and put my mind back in the game. I'm not sure how my memorie will do. but, I'm ready for the fight.( WORK!!!).
Yaaa. the holidays are almost over and I'm glad that you weren't alone. although you surly didn't need the criticism from them... NOBODY is perfect. sometimes people that haven't been through something like you and I are going through It's, sad to say that untill it happens to them they can relate . don't take it too heart. You'll know when you're ready took me almost 6 months...
I enjoyed every minuet of it too!!!."little red hen" ~ you shall have victory!!!
keep your self focused. we are here with you and even though you can not see us we are here to read and take it deeper to heart because we understand and know what you are going through.

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.think of it... always. Mohandas Gandhi...