oohhh i cant wait to see t monday other nite i suffered a very traumatic thing & i keep thinking about it so im not much help rite now its now 4 days later & im in this catatonic shock mode & keep asking myself what in the world just took place? not to mention 2 other traumatic events within the same month involving same person leading up to this. not sure what tru meaning of kidnapping is but thats what it felt like & non stop screaming verbal abuse & then physical abuse. this whole sick event was premeditated i was sweet talked into going somewhere to simply put my signature on a tax return check & from the minute i got in the car it started my mind hasnt even wrapped around what just happened & its like im still in protective shock mode I hate him I wish he were dead if it wasnt for two girls going to go to my bed & curl up in warm blankets
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im thankful for every day God gives me & for His grace love & mercy He has shown me over & over through all of my screwed up choices
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