But earlier in the day I also have an appointment with my shrink who, according to my insurance company has towrite the refferal so I can see the new T. I hope she doesn't make some lame chincy excuse for not writing one. I always dread going to see her as she'll only take care of the meds and lately has been critisizing me on losing nearly 50 pounds and thinks it's because of depression. I understand that they have to look at those things but A. that's all she's said to me in the two years I've been going to see her, B. I only see her for the meds and that's every 2-3 months cause she won't take me any sooner or she'll bi&*% at me for taking up too much of her time(all 10 minutes of it and that's if I'm lucky to even get that much time with super-busy pdoc), C. I am NOT underweight! I went on the Body For Life/Eating For Life program because I needed to lose this weight for health reasons being that diabetes runs in my family and my PCP said that I am in the right weight range for my heigh which is 4'11 AND The Body For Life people want to interview me. Ok. enough said. If I though for one minute that I was THAT underweight, believe me, I'd start eating. Anyway, I think it's time to start searching for a new shrink as well cause life's too short to put up with a nasty rude Bi*&% (sorry, just being honest) who treats me like a second class citizen.