i was just sitting here thinking about all this.how did you ever feel it was ok to talk?
I really am starting to like this T.and all of you are right she has never made me talk at all in fact she has been willing to sit week after week in total scilence for over a year for the most part,somethimes without even a hello.she really is an awsome T.guess i need to be reminded to look at this every once in a while add it to the list of things T has done to show me she is trustworthy.how do i know she can handle my words and also how can i know i wont loose controle.some day i know i am just going to have to trust that things will be ok no matter what i say and feel as long as i dont act on negative thoughts.