Thanks Treehouse. The strange thing is that i had a dream a few months ago that i was in a washroom making myself puke and when i turned around there was the psychologist (who i don't see) standing there with her hands on her hips and was yelling at me for doing that. I told my psychiatrist that dream and she said that she thought that the psychologist represented her (my psychiatrist) in some way. I asked her if she would do the same thing and she said "No, I would sit there with you and try to comfort you" that was only a few months ago. So for her to say yesterday that she would be mad at me if puked and then follow me into the washroom...I don't know. She knows that I make myself puke. What happened to her wanting to comfort me?? I don't know, I am at a loss. I asked her to call me tonight but she hasn't yet...