I guess this is agood thing and shows I am trusting T more and feel emotionally closer to him as well but I am too scared to ask. I do not want him to know I feel this way- I dont want him to laugh at me or to reject me or to make me feel bad for asking. I feel ashamed of myself for wanting him to be closer to me. I dont want to talk about why I want him to sit closer or why I find it so difficult to say this to him. I just want him to be there. How can I tell him this without telling him...actually I know I cant but suggestions/experiences appreciated!