I very much relate! I can talk and talk about things that aren't as scary, as close to my core issues/wounds, but when some things arise or T asks me certain things, I feel the flow of words turn to a trickle.....this is one reason she asks me to journal, because I find it easier to write things I can't say. Even then, some things are still too hard to imagine writing, either......but with time and gentleness, I think they are beginning to come.....
It's frustrating to me to lose my words......and frustrating to have my emotions/feelings take my words from me......and frustrating that that the feelings have that much power. But I'm trying to be patient with myself.....
I'm glad that my T is patient!