i have ptsd too. over the years i have gotten better but it takes time. i still have triggers that can set it off but it's much more manageable now. try not to expect it to lessen until time runs it's course. identify what your triggers are and make an attempt to acknowledge your fears and then remind yourself you are no longer living in that place or time. i can assure it can get better.
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