To answer some questions.
Yes I am on meds, have been since I was 12. Been on many different ones since then. Docs have tried to change them, to deal with my stress level and such, but everytime a change was made I had really bad side effects (such as: insomnia, restlessness, confusion, crying uncontrollably). So I went back to what I had been on and haven't changed again.

Thank you all for your concern. however, I have been dealing with depression since I was 12. I have had worse times than I am now, if that's imaginable. I will most likely survive through this and be stronger for it. I realize this. I am sorry if I have worried any of you. I may need to leave for a while, to let people who really need help get it. I am simply a burden, and cause more harm than good. I am sorry for the inconvinence.

[b][pink]"On the plus side you killed the bench, which was starting to look shifty."-Oz of Buffy the Vampire Slayer[b][pink]