Darkrunner-Thanks. Yes i would have told her the truth

Granite1 - Thanks. My intention was to pee not to puke

Googley- Thanks. You have an interesting perspective on this and reminded me of something that she told me before. She used to be incharge of the Eating Disorder Inpatient Clinic in the hospital and she said although it bothered her that people were making themselves throw up, she would never ever get mad at them. So I think that you might be right. Maybe she would have been mad at herself not me.