Tayquincy and Melbadaze- Thank you, I understand what you are saying but it was only a dream and I think that she was just trying to make me feel better by saying that,

Melbadaze- No that is not why I told her why I wanted to puke. I said that because that is always my automatic comment that comes out when I am triggered because I can't deal with certain emotions and my psychiatrist knows this. When I went to the bathroom I wasn't even thinking about that anymore, I was there to simply pee.