First I want to say that I am sorry to hear about your mother, and Welcome to the forums. I am sorry to hear that things are not going well for you right now. I understand the money situation, that along with the other problems that you are having does not help the depression. Do you have access to any Community mental health programs, where you could see a Therapist, many times they will base it on you income or let you make payments. I think you have shown courage by posting here and hope you continue. If a Therapist could help you that would be another support for you. Alot of my depressions are and or have been related to lack of support, since I have started posting here I have gained hope.

Best wishes

KRZYKRIS

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!