I have been in love with a priest for the last 8 years and this love is shared. Since the beginning of our relationship which was almost platonic,
i have been suffering "the hell" in matter of frustrations and facing a lot of health's problems. This priest wants to "sanctify" his love for me and in spite of his struggling, he does not want physical demonstrations of love any more. I have been obsessed by him since we met but this
relationship has reached a point of non-return where there is no other solution
than accepting his wishes or to leave him. I feel i am in the impossibility to leave him and also unable to change the nature of my love for him and most of all the idea to lose him became a phobia. Actually i live in a country where is it impossible to find an affordable psychologist. Your advises would be helpful to me.