Hi-I am usually the one who wants to help, but I feel so blue and I don't feel like being strong. I feel very alone and I feel abandoned by friends (I don't feel like I even have that many and I am confused as to what I do wrong)A few friends have literally blew me off...I don't have a big family-I have my mother but she lives in a different city...I feel disappointed but I don't know at what...or who...most probably me.

-I essentially feel like a big failure in my life. I had to take it easy these past few months as well, which means taking less courses, and working...but I am no where close to being where I want to be in life...I went through a burn out and feeling alone does not help my health at all...

I am sorry to sound like this, usually I am strong, but I feel very alone lately...I don't know...what do people do with this feeling? I tired to work at my esteem and positivity but sometimes it seems hard...it helps to have support, I think, right?

Anyhow, take care and thanks for reading if you do. I will feel better tomorrow, I always try to!
Tash35