It will be a week tomorrow since I last spoke to my brother and day 3 of my husbands return. We (my husband and I) have talked a little but I feel like he wants to just forget about the situation.
I have broke down and screamed and cried and hit things trying to deal with my emotions but I am still so confused. I feel like everyone is staring at me and when I go to a public place it feels like the walls are closing in..

I still want to talk to my brother and find out what happend and why he quit talking to me. As for my husband, I want him to know that I love him deeply but that my feelings toward my brother are still there and always will be.