The hard part was the scene was real. The movie was a documentary. They videotaped the actual event happening. So I can't even say to myself that it was just a movie because it was not. It actually happened to those people exactly as it is shown on film because that was the real event.

I am feeling slightly better, just trying to make it until Monday. I'm feeling a lot of SI urges but am trying to at least make it until I see my T.