I don't swing that way.

And I get inti trouble when hypo and then manic I go psychotic. At first, I'm really funny, but hypomania gets feeling like anxiety, restlessness, akathesia, like I wank to knock my head on the wall o er and over yet talk peiple's ears off nonstop and go get things done. Mania takes me into hearing voices and seeing people who "disappear" and to believing I can fly off balconies.

Not where I want to go. Besides- I have a new boyfriend and a clean STD report - don't want to mess those up!

Second Ativan hitting. Ahhhh.... I may sleep!