That's the kind of sentences I come out with. I have a..twisted sense of humour - a family trait!

I get very little love right now. I know it's hot here, I know it's hard to feel romantic when your melting, but...just some attention would be nice. I get nothing. A kiss, a hug, nothing.

I didn't self harm last night, well, actually I kind of did - I took too many pills and knocked myself out with them. Part of me wanted something bad to happen - like overdose. Not to kill me, please no, but enough to rush me to hospital. In hospital you get looked after. In hospital they care for you. In hospital you get those great warm blankets and they feed you and look after you.
But nothing went wrong. I went to sleep at 5am and woke up around 2pm. No other side effects besides a bloody nose. And my balance is way off so I'm lying down.

I just want someone to look after me right now. I saw a baby on a tv show and..I wanted to be that, wrapped up and warm and safe. I don't feel safe right now.