i went through a similar ordeal, everyone i knew was a pothead, i didnt think it was possible to get away from, and i didnt want to lose all of my friends, i graduated high school and moved away and didnt speak to them anymore, my boyfriend at the time was a dealer and i loved him deeply and miss him to this day, im dealing with loneliness now and i just relapsed into smoking weed again after almost a year sober, its tough,i find that not having it around helped, and i kept telling myself, ill smoke in 5 minutes, then after 5 minutes id say ok ill smoke in an hour, then after that id say ok ill smoke in the morning, instead of saying, i wont smoke, i just kept putting it off, its the only thing that gets me through

keep being brave <3