well, i wont be here for a while.
My partner has pointed out how much time im on the net. Im gonna have to stop using it to block out my real life. Im gonna have to face up to what im avoiding.
Im depressed all the time, im constantly suicidal and hating myself for being this way.
But burying my head in the sand of games and facebook is not helping, i cant fake it till i make it. Faking happiness does not create it.
I will be ok, i will be strong
I just wont be here often
But thankyou all for the support, its been a lifeline
But i gotta go face reality now..
Xxxxxx will be hoping that those of you i have spoken to are well and moving forward each day.
Love rapidcycla.