The anxiousness is only seeming to be getting worse. Yes, I need my job, but do I really need the extra added stress to an already stressful job? My manager I think he is BP also and it just isnt working. I already see myself getting fired. I can feel it which is adding stress to me.

I really cant go to the hospital as Im already in a fight with the insurance company, as they are trying to say this was a pre-existing condition. It probably was/is, but it wasnt diagnosed at that back in the late 90's. It sucks and I hate taking meds, but what can I do.

Are managers allowed to point out that someone has mental problems everyday they go into work?