I hate myself right now. I am angry and hurting. I am mad at myself for not being good enough, for not being better...for not being more greatful and for not working harder. I am mad that I don't enjoy life more, and that I can't appreciate what I have. What's wrong with me??? How do I know what is right or wrong, what choices to make? How do we even know our therapist is helping us in the right way? What if nothing helps!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... I'm so sorry... I want to say I QUIT, but I can't... I want to help others and I can't, because I'm too occupied with my own sick self. How ridicioulos... *done* sorry for taking up space*