Kaygee747,

I'm not sure I see what happened either that you needed to leave so abruptly and without explanation is inconsiderate. However, it's not for me to understand but I do know that we've all had moments like this regardless of mental unwellness. If it was something that I have said or done, I will find out to see about repairing the damage for that moment; that's all we can do. If she is upset over the current state of how you are doing, you are taking steps and these things unfortunately can only move so fast.

If your pdoc appointment is not for some time, call them to see if you can get in sooner. You can also ask to be put on a cancellation list if that fits into your schedule. Not sure how much notice you'll have but it might be an option for you to get in sooner rather than later. If you've done the bloodwork already, you should be good to go once your in.

I don't know if you have considered or are seeing a counselor or therapist, not just medication therapy alone for help; they can be beneficial as well in conjunction to help you through this.

Please hang in there and know there is help around the corner.