Hi Sky. Thanks for response...I didn`t know you had such serious traumatic expirience and I am very sorry to hear that.

Yes, my T is very smart but her aproach can be explained by the fact that she is an scientist as well.

After panick attacks I went right to our National Institute for mental health iInstead of looking for private Therapist. This Institution is a litle bit scary and not very popular among people, cause there deal mostly with people who already "crossed the border" on some way. People like me usualy do not go there for help and medication and - they make a big mistake. Unpleasant thing is that there is big probablilty of seeing some very ill people, walking free in the building.

Related to question....Huh...I feel some kind of relief and fear in the same time. I use to think about myself as about depressed person but now I have to deal with disorder which was all the time behind depresion.
I am reading a lot now about ADHD but the things I found aren`t very optimistic. Well, atleast I understood some patern of my behavior.

Wish you have strenght and will do deal with your dxs. if I wrote something wrong that`s cause i am very tired right now and can`t think clearly on english. TC