((((peridot))))

Here are many hugs to you and loving thoughts. You are not a monster or bad or anything. Your feelings are your feelings and you matter. I am sorry that your brother got angry at you. Telling someone to "Get Over It" is not right. What happened to you takes time to work through and you have every right to feel the way you feel.

I do hear you and care. I know for myself I do not have a mother or parents for that matter. What your mother did was wrong and I validate how you feel. I am glad that you will see your t tomorrow and that she is a place of refuge. You deserve to feel safe and that she listens to you. And I am glad that she gives the best hugs. You deserve to have that.

Please breath and know that you are okay and that how you feel is okay. I hope you will not hurt yourself as you are already hurting enough. You do not deserve to hurt anymore. Give yourself permission to be okay with how you feel and know that it is okay.

Do know that you are cared about and that we are here to listen and support you. Thank you for posting and reaching out. Please keep reaching and posting as you can. Sending many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps