I have an appt with my t on tuesday (in two days). I'm nervous, because it's the first time I'll see her since I called her wednesday night, all drugged up, and she called 911. I'm nervous because I have no clue what was said that night. I don't remember. I was too out of it. All I remember is saying something like "I'm so drugged up, it wouldnt' matter if I took the rest of the pills too". That's all I remember. This was a first for me. I don't know how she's going to react. I don't know what she's going to think about the hospital letting me go home early. I don't know how she's going to think about me convincing the hospital I wasn't suicidal.

I'm nervous.