Thanks for the support. I like the pizza idea. If I can't get myself motivated, maybe I'll do that. I was planning to do shepherd's pie, which isn't that much work, so maybe I can make it work for me. My friends don't know what's going on, they're not really close enough that I feel comfortable telling them.

I'm mostly worried that I'm not going to be very responsive tonight with my friends. I was looking forward to seeing them earlier, but now I just want to be alone and in bed.