I dont actually want a T. i dont like em. been there done that and he was a jackass. i dont even like talking to people. esp. when they try and make me figure stuff out on my own. why the hell do you think im talking to you if i could figure stuff out on my own?

but ty azalysa (sp?) and tamzin and dj for replying. seems like ive been sad for awhile. but who would know. no one knows me here. you're thinking about me, how comforting. but i should just take your support as it is and stop being such a ****** about it.

i did feel good once, for sometime, sometime this year. i remember that much at least. but it got to be uncomfortable and almost wanted to be down again cause its familiar..funny. well blah..

Kay