Who out there constantly awaits there next appointment with glimpses of hope and confidence... and for some reason, the day before or hours before, has a short little melt down... fearful of therapy all of a sudden. Do I find this humorous? Maybe. I just know I'm that type of person, who claims there are times when I feel therapy is what I need and then when its actually time for the appointment I want to bail....
side note:
I have an appointment in the morning.
side note:
I have had high anxiety, more then normal all week
and feel if I don't speak with someone I will burst.
side note:
guessssssss what?!? lol
conclusion:
I want to bail on therapy.
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Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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