I think I have issues with rating my mood...If I'm not jumping around like a maniac, or I'm at breaking-down point, I tell myself I'm fine and that I'm exaggerating, or not trying hard enough. Maybe though I am really not trying hard enough? I guess my overtly logical brain can't accept that even though theoretically I should be perfectly fine and enjoy everything I do, I actually can't, and the only thing left to do is at least try to go through the motions and wait for the tide.......And if it gets to the point I can't do that...Well, maybe I should see the pdoc earlier if it comes to that.