Wow - just re-read my post and realised how many spelling mistakes there were! I hate spelling errors...

Well, to clarify, my said she wasn't talking about termination. Big difference I guess. I have come through the weekend fine. I thought about T quite a bit on the weekend, but tried to push those thoughts out of my head. A part of me was also thinking of just cancelling our next T appointment, and not go anymore. It would be a lot easier to stop if I just did it and didn't go back. No formal good bye

But I think I can this. She did say I could write her a mail during the week and she'd reply (She has NEVER really allowed this). Kind of like an online session to get me through 2 weeks.

You know what sparked this whole trail of thought? When I went to see her last Friday, I feeling stable and happy. I didn't really have much to discuss. But just like I can be on top of the world, my world can also come crashing down. And i want a net to catch me in those cases