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Old Feb 07, 2011, 08:16 AM
Anonymous21911
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Your post brought tears to my eyes... because I'm in a similar situation...

My son has Asperger's Syndrome and he's been suffering from depression and been suicidal. He is 12 ½ years old and he lives since last spring at a boarding school. He comes home on weekends and we also go there to visit him. It is very hard to have to "let go of" your child like this. Three weeks from now it's been a year since he moved. I still cry my tears almost every day... worrying about him... missing him...

It's disgraceful how you as a mother has to fight so hard to get heard when you KNOW your son better than anybody else. Don't stop 'nagging' to get the proper help!

It's a lonely place to be in - hurting like you do. Anytime you need a listening ear... pm me.

on a bad day:

Exhausted soul

my heart in a tight tormented knot
enduring this breath taking plot

my twisted world of disbelief
a mother's heart in constant grief

the rain falling outside my window
making me feel like letting go

how else are you suppose to feel
when love is not enough to heal?

29/1-11

on a better day:

Miniscule greatness

continue to throw life's eternal dice
create your own internal paradise
see the little…
see the small…
look into your heart to find
a place to soothe your mind
feel the unknown
feel the curiosity
seek for the truth
return to the eagerness of youth
spread the word all around
spread the hope you found
may the rays of sun lead you into brightness
the stars of the night into universal richness

3/2-11


You can do it! Use the love you feel for your son as the power to keep going towards finding the support you both need.

/HW
Thanks for this!
Can't Stop Crying