thank you :-) your signature gives me hope too

guess just in need of support and encouragement now. maybe should go and see a counsellor to offload the last couple of months. don't trust them though. not after my last one.
so close to hating myself for being so weak and giving in. really thought was stronger than that....apparently not.
it's such a depressing thought to have to start again from 0. had got to 15. 15 was a nice number. 0 is not, and it's my fault i have to go there again. grah! stupid girl. <rages>