With or without you - Thanks for your comments. I think this has all been so hard for me to deal with right now more because of running into my rapist and less than about T following me. I think that both of those things were not something that I was anticipating experiencing that night and would have been fine if they never happened. I think by focusing on the earlier part of the evening with T although it was a little bizarre for a bit, everything prior to that was ok which is something that is a lot better to focus on rather than the latter with whom I ran into at the coffee shop. It was for that reason after I posted about that, that I was looking for more support, Thanks for being able to provide me with some. Means a lot.